i fought with him once we start talking.. is like 1 wk to the korea trip and we're still arguing.. feel so bad when ever i throw my temper on him.. but is weird.. maybe he's right i'm stressing myself. but i kinda always feel lacking behind almost everything. with my usual manner. my stuff should be almost packed now.. but i'm not even quarter done. and still have to do the packing for him. seems to have many things left undone. paraniod tat's wat he says.. but i'm not done with packing how will i know i'll be lacking anything.. why wun he understand? i get frustrated with no proper place to pack. to try so much harder to find sth that i wan. is not my choice..

we sign out lease sunday. met the solemnizer too.. he's being so nice.. he bought me a new cammie.. Canon SX 30IS. he's the best.. makes me feel worst.. in love with the man who pampers me, forgive me with my mistakes and loving me with all his might. he have a big heart like i always say..

sometimes he fool ard too much till i can't figure out which is the real him.. i do not know when he cares and when he doesn't.. when he's troubled and when he's not. i read him like a book with the things he does but not with the things he says.. with different ppl i see a totally different side of him which can be deceiving..

i'm suffering from pre-wedding jitters