i had that stupid rash again.. thanks to the beer yesterday.. wat's worse is initially it doesn't itch.. doctor prescribe so med and make it itch.. weird.. is suppose to stop it... i hope i sleep today... i din sleep well yesterday.. the event was fun.. it makes it harder for me to wanna say leave this company... the comfort zone.. oh my!!! i got to know the other side of certain people..

the thing is i found sth so sweet.. and he doesn't look like one who'll do it.. the first thing i open he's wallet is the wedding photo.. sweet.. he's the pie kia kind.. but this make me change my point of view of him.. he's got sth soft in him.. nv judge a book by it's cover..

u make me feel if i shld always be honest with you.. you hurt me so much by telling me lies.. and by not telling me so many things.. is so unfair.. u alwys ensure u knew everything abt me.. how abt u?? i knew nth.. i shall say nth but my outing till u ask.. put urself in my shoes.. what will u even feel?? i hate this feeling esp.. it makes me feel that i'll be marrying someone who i dun even know.. wth..

i still hear the voice sometimes.. i try to think positive.. i think i'll soon die...