i face a dilemma today. maybe cos i think too much? or did i jus forgo a opportunity that sat there waiting for me? i had a hard time after the conversation...to pass myself. i dunno wat i want in the future..

wat if i earn more money and i dun have time for you?
wat if i sacrifice my grade for it or sacrifice my interest for it?
wat if i cannot handle both at the same time?

i stood at the crossroad staring.. issit to big a risk to take?

anyway.....................
* i have turn them down.