there's endless things to buy and i've spent a bomb already.. i admit i splurge on myself but i splurge on others too.. so weird... y wun others do that on me.?. jus cos i dun bugg for things? so wat even if i bugg.. i nv get.. where's my chocolates from .... and where the everything? i'm feeling off-balance.. sth will cheer her up soon.. her spendings..


although there's lots to complain.. cant wait for christmas. is a contradicting thing... tat lovely christmas...

she needs a bigger space... more more and more...
let all the sorrows go away in this lovely seaon...
she appreciate everything being still here..