i wish this saturday jus stays at the few moment.

you're there all day long except for the first 15 mins or so. you know how sweet you are when u jus dump everything aside jus concentrating on me all day long. you make me forget all my stress, forget all the worries i've had days ago. i dun mind bringing my lappy yet is jus left at the side. i dun mind doing anything jus having you by my side.

but still u nv fails to try to tell me u wan play the game. still after 1 whole day of making me smile. now i'm back to the sad face. is okay i know u love your friends. all that thinking have flooded back to me. i dunno why i've had this feeling that this long break from ya work draws you distant away from me.

sometimes i rather u work cos at least i know u're jus simply working. now.. i dunno anything perhaps nth.. i dun wanna share anything with those gamer friends or the jus simply the games. NOW i'm sharing my dearest boyfriend with those stuff. i dun wanna deprive you of anything. all i wan you to know is i jus wan you to be happy. i dun mind if i'm not.

so i hate myself. i admit i'm a hard to please gal fren. PARDON ME. sorry. i DUN love to SHARE. i love my SELFISH-NESS. sorry. i need this venting point. sorry. i dun have time to even tell u. so i hope you know, i jus wan you to be happy. i dun mind if i'm not.

crying off to bed. feeling upside down. = ( i love you i really do..