journey to sch seems long today with that music playing in the back ground. din even managed to catch a wink like i always does. jus plain staring into blank spaces. Started sch with a whirl in my mind. i'm caught btw work and him today. i lost it today. it wasn't my usual self to do that. work's overwhelming. i'm probably over stress. i dun mind staying longer for work if i dun hve sch. life's harder now to strike a balance btw everything. i questioned myself if i'm up to the work plus studying lifestyle. i start breaking down after he hang the call in the noon. sometimes things is probably jus that different point of view. i might not be good at words but u shld know me well enough. nvm.

i love you.