i knew is her birthday today. i only manage to jus dropped her a msg. not even give her a call cos i dun dare. read her blogg. she made it overseas alone. i hope she enjoyed the trip. and take care of herself. i vividly rmb bugging her, i'll tagged along when we were closer back den. i still rmb which birthday cake she wants on this day. i still rmb wat she bugged for den. i wun get the chance to do it i guess. everyone had moved on. is a pity things doesn't turn out well. probably a blessing in disguise. if we're still best friends i wouldnt have been tgt with him cos we'll nv meet.. and now that we've met i treasure him.. i love you baby.


i bet she wun see this but still


HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY gal!


i'm jus emo-ing




on a lighter note.


i counting down for my Thailand trip.. being with him all day long for 4 days 3 nights.. we'll enjoy this trip. i'm missing him like crazy now cos he's working and i'm lazing at home. manage to catch a lil sleep. was planning to go cut hair but i woke up too late jus being the lazy me.. i was feeling lethagic today.


i miss sticky to him all wk round even if both of us have to work, we'll still be able to meet. but now with sch, i hardly have time to even spent with him. i miss him sending me off to work and picking me up from work but work's at amk he hardly even have the chance.. i miss all the long talks on the phone, but now i hardly have the energy to. i feel so hadicapped with the tot of sch and work being crashed tgt.. i saw this coming. i knew is gonna be tiring and taxing. i jus have to get used to it and i haven. is gonna be 3 yrs... haix. struggle stuggle. seems like moral support from others had kept me gg on.


Special thanks to my jimmy darling who's always a phonecall away, he kept me gg on..... plus plus my mum who's nagging kept wakes me up thru the homework. i'm jus being emo again.


how i wish weekends nv ends. probably sat could be longer. even if the next wk comes along, pls let it be a good week.




her love for you goes on..my special one. i love you. = >