I'm sorry to make you worry. I dun mean to do it. But recently the sleepless nights eat into me. leaving me torned in pieces. i ain't keeping anything from you and i got no clues wat causes this. Not tat i can't have a day without you. Everything aint exactly gg the waythey should. they are hay wire is getting out of hands.

i'm glad to have you beside me trying to sort everything out perfectly for me, making the best effort coaxing me to bed, trying to bring a smile on my face. Now i can say i CANT live without you. I thank you for everything, everything your've given me.

Slowly i gonna pick up the pieces, mending the tots to be perfect again.

Sorry for all the nonsense.
I love you.